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Thursday, 24 December 2015

7 Monsters of 7 Sea That You Must Know Because It's Real!!!!


Fiji Mermaid: A sideshow creation consisting of the top half of monkey and the lower half of a fish.


 Virginiahumanities.org




Globster: A combination of the words “glob” and “monster.” Weird organic masses that wash ashore and can’t be identified as the carcass of any known animal.


Paranormalne.pl




Kraken: Sometimes referred to as the giant squid. But also a thing released in Clash of the Titans. (Don’t release it!)


Michaelzaman.com




The Montauk Monster: The bloated creature appeared to have the body of a mammal and the head of a bird. It lacked an upper jaw and hair, which made identifying it very difficult. While some biologists speculated that it might have been a raccoon, others refuted this claim by pointing out that a raccoon has much shorter legs. Some went as far as suggesting the creature was a genetically modified specimen that had escaped from Montauk Air Force Station, adding to the mystery surrounding the facility.


Conspiracyclub.co




Trunko:  It was described as being 47 feet (14 meters) long, 10 feet (3 meters) wide and 5 feet (1.5 meters) tall. Its name was given by a strange appendage resembling an elephant’s trunk. According to reports, it was covered with a snow-white fur and had a lobster-like tail.



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Great White Shark: Unfortunately, one of prehistoric predator is endanger. Near vanished by number one killing machine: Human.


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Big Head Whale (Unidentified): Curled up by the foot of sand dunes was the 30ft-long body of the unidentified animal with head, tail and teeth all discernible. Experts are now examining the pictures with one suggesting it could be the body of a whale.


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Tuesday, 22 December 2015

ALFRED HICTCHOCK’S AMAZING QUOTES THAT WOULD MAKE YOU ………. Mmmm…..




The length of a film should be directly related to the endurance of the human bladder.
Alfred Hitchcock
Us: Yeaahhh, you’re the master…!!!


Drama is life with the dull bits cut out.
Alfred Hitchcock
Us: You’ve got it…. But, in real life we still prefer drama than serial killer as our neighbor…


If it's a good movie, the sound could go off and the audience would still have a perfectly clear idea of what was going on.
Alfred Hitchcock
Us: … …. ……. …..


Some of our most exquisite murders have been domestic, performed with tenderness in simple, homey places like the kitchen table.
Alfred Hitchcock
Us: Feel like real…


I'm full of fears and I do my best to avoid difficulties and any kind of complications. I like everything around me to be clear as crystal and completely calm.
Alfred Hitchcock
Us: Please meet our teachers. Just tell them…


I am a typed director. If I made Cinderella, the audience would immediately be looking for a body in the coach.
Alfred Hitchcock
Us: Yeahh.. And dear ladies, I’m definitely is your type….


There is nothing to winning, really. That is, if you happen to be blessed with a keen eye, an agile mind, and no scruples whatsoever.
Alfred Hitchcock
Us: It doesn’t valid at FIFA matches.


I have a perfect cure for a sore throat: cut it.
Alfred Hitchcock
Us: Maybe our Ex need it badly….


This paperback is very interesting, but I find it will never replace a hardcover book - it makes a very poor doorstop.
Alfred Hitchcock
Us: Two Thumbs Up…..


Television has brought back murder into the home - where it belongs.
Alfred Hitchcock
Us: we don’t really get it, but it made us tremble….


Always make the audience suffer as much as possible.
Alfred Hitchcock
Us: Huahahaha (sinister laugh)…

Sunday, 20 December 2015

WHICH PART OF EARTH THAT HIDDEN THE LAST-BIGGEST MYSTERY?



Technology are growth at very high pace. From outdated technology come at decades, to years, and now at the glimpse of months! Same case at earth’s mystery reveals, almost every place on earth had been explored. Satellites, hi-tech tools, radar and many others make no place to hide glorious mystery on earth. Even some scientists turn focus to explore space….

But, wait!!! There are still some (huge?) mystery that we must reveal on earth… Who are the candidates???



1.       >> The Deepest-dark Ocean
The Mother Ocean: we have reached it bottom, we have mapped it, but we didn’t really had gone there.
The Magic City of Atlantis and many lost city may perhaps are waiting to found… Sea level rise and sink as edge cities may sunk, or catastrophe may hid it… We don’t have enough evidence, but, the missing link of history often match with Deep Ocean Hideout……

Missing Continent

Mu


Atlantis



And the Creature…. Deep Sea Creature… There are still a lot-lot of Mystery…..

Kraken





2.      >>  The Link-chamber Cave
The upside-down continent inside earth is didn’t exist for sure, same case to Jules Verne’s dinosaur’s park, we almost sure it is just a fiction…

But, underground earth still have a lot of mysteries: magma chambers and karst topography have made unlimited cave inside earth. Maybe it have a very little possibility for us to find great-lost civilization… But how about prehistoric man..? Huge treasures..? Or… cave special creature (like no-eye fish and lizard).. Call me insane, but I hope we found dragon in there….

Whoops, it is not over yet… We forget about Petra, city of cave, and so many city/temple were craved inside the cave… So, maybe another great architecture exist inside the tunnel….? Inca’s gold..?

Petra

Cappadocia

Mesaverde





3.      >>  The Unstable Desert
Hey, everyone knows, who can be so stupid to live in desert? Even animals and plants didn’t that stupid. But wait, it is only need a dozens of years or hundreds to make some prairie/ savanna become desert. Even subtropics forest can change into shoreless sands!


So, let’s think, what kind of civilization can be buried in that..? Ancient capital of Egypt..? China’s Shangrilla..? Mongol’s treasures hills…? It can be anything….


Pyramid



Sphinx



Maybe you have your own Opinions….?

MYSTERY SOLVER LOGIC

MYSTERY SOLVER LOGIC


source: Google

When you are walking back home, you see one little children had been bullying by his friends.  What would you do?
A) Definitely help the Kid! It's Justice time!!
B) Let it go. Let the child grow up on his own!
C) Run! It's an Alien Trap!!! They will catch me and tear me apart then so my mother won't recognize me anymore....





If you choose A,
-          Oh No! That bullied kid is your neighbor’s son. He often give you trouble. And, yeah, you hate him!
Ø  You change your mind. Or,
Ø  You still help? If your heroic attitude win, continue read below. If change your mind, stop reading.

-          Oh No!!! You remember your favorite TV shows is going to start. It is the final episode that you deathly waiting for..!!!
Ø  You change your mind. Or,
Ø  You still help? If your heroic attitude win, continue read below. If change your mind, stop reading.


-          Damn..!! You just realize that one of the scamp bring knife, the other bring bat and wood rod… Man, you can get killed for nothing….
Ø  You change your mind. Or,
Ø  You still help?

Note: The Mystery Solver doesn’t blend personal and mission aspect. He/she keep his/her professional attitude on the Mission. So, keep your head cold.







If you choose B,
-          Whoops!! One of the scumbags is your archenemy’s son which was beating you times. It’s time for revenge…!!!
Ø  You change your mind. Or,
Ø  You still walk out? If you still don’t want to waste time, continue reading. If change your mind, stop reading.

-          Dankk!!! You are black belt at 5 kind of martial art. You can beat them in seconds. Why don’t you try to teach them about the ‘hard life’? (Sinister laugh).
Ø  You change your mind. Or,
Ø  You still walk out? If you still don’t want to waste time, continue reading. If change your mind, stop reading.

-          ‘Cmon Dude! Please, once in a lifetime try something different! It is just a short fiction, at least try to be hero…. Ohh, and look up to the corner café! It is your daughter there! She would be very proud when she have super-Dad. Give your daughter a super-gift… May you??
Ø   You change your mind. Or,
Ø  You still walk out?

Note: the Mystery Solver must have a strong heart and strong decision. And may sometimes change your plan isn’t the worst plan. So, keep it wise and beware of mysteries around you.







If you choose C,

Congratulation Pal... You are definitely a Mystery Freak. You worship alien exist, conspiracy is happening, pyramid is spaceships, and many others. The time will come bro, time to save the world while the stupid society isn’t listening. The Truth is Out There. Cheers!


Saturday, 19 December 2015

Sea Mystery at Real Life? Fortunately we live in Land...




As amazing and breathtaking as the world’s oceans may be, they’re even more mysterious and sometimes cling unyieldingly to their secrets and mysteries. There are some parts of the ocean that no person has ever even been able to visit, and it’s in these parts that some of Earth’s unsolved mysteries lay waiting to be uncovered. Alternatively, strange things sometimes happen right where people can witness it but remain mysterious nevertheless.

10.  USS Scorpion
In February 1968, the submarine USS Scorpion departed from Norfolk, Virginia, and headed toward the Mediterranean. It had almost a decade of reliable service behind it, and there were no qualms about the journey as the sub set out to the open sea. Three months later, the Scorpion ran into unknown trouble, and its broken pieces ended up scattered on the ocean floor. On May 27, 1968, family members of the Scorpion‘s crew waited in vain on a dock for their loved ones to return. It was October before the Navy would find the wreckage of the Scorpion and realize the horrible truth—that all 99 men onboard had lost their lives.
Investigations into the cause of the tragedy proved fruitless, even after Robert Ballard visited the site in 1985. He soon moved on to bigger things when he discovered the wreck of the Titanic that same year. In 2012, calls were made for new expeditions to the Scorpion‘s wreck site so that experts can once again try to fit the pieces of the mystery together.
Nothing came of this, and the theories continue to fly. Some conspiracy theories hold that the sub may have been downed by a Soviet attack that they never saw coming, while others believe that a mishap with one of the Scorpion’s own torpedoes may be to blame. Experts believe that if the sub had mistakenly fired off a torpedo during training, it would have turned back on itself and hit the sub, which would have been the closest and possibly the only target at the time. Others are adamant that if the sub’s propeller shaft malfunctioned, it may have caused stress to the engine coupling. This might have led to it breaking, causing water to overrun the sub.
The only thing certain about what happened to the USS Scorpion all those years ago is that some family and friends still wonder to this day what exactly happened to the 99 men out there in the ocean on that fateful May day.


9.  Murder at Sea
Cell phones are lost every day, some by accident, and some stolen. The majority of times, these incidents mean absolutely nothing other than that someone has to go and get a new phone. Other times, an innocent-looking cell phone might just harbor a terrible secret. This is exactly what happened when an abandoned cell phone was found in a taxi in Fiji in 2014. A video found on this phone landed on the Internet not long after and eventually attracted the attention of police.
The almost seven-minute-long video contains chilling footage of four men clinging to the wreckage of a small boat or treading water in the open sea while surrounded by laughing men on several tuna long-liners. One of the men can be seen trying to lift his arms. The next moment, he is shot in the head by someone onboard one of the boats. As the video unfolds, the other three men are also shot in cold blood as their killers are urged to do so by a loud voice over a loudspeaker. They then continue to laugh carefree while posing for selfies.
In spite of many witnesses, not one of these murders was reported, and they only came to light after the cell phone video was posted online. Taiwan authorities tried to investigate after they identified one of the fishing boats as belonging to the country, but the investigation hit a dead end, as they could not identify the captain or crew. The victims’ bodies were never found, and the reason for their murders remains a mystery. The exact location of the tragedy also has yet to be identified.


8.   Baltic Sea Submarine
Toward the latter part of 2014, Sweden was aggrieved by Moscow after two Russian fighter jets entered its airspace without permission. Around the same time, a government intelligence official was abducted and forcefully taken to Moscow by Russian agents. A Russian surveillance craft had to be escorted out of Estonian airspace by NATO jets just a month later.
Adding to the Swedish jitters, several citizens reported seeing a mystery vessel, described as a Russian submarine, in the Baltic Sea. It seemed to them that the sub may have run into trouble, which would have been the reason for its stationary position. The military wasted no time in investigating these sightings, taking a whole week to search land and water for any trace of the mysterious sub. The media immediately jumped on the bandwagon, calling the search “the hunt for Reds in October.” It naturally didn’t help that the Swedish military directly related their search to “foreign underwater activity.” This only fueled the “conspiracy.”
Amid all the searching, clear memories of the Cold War came back to those who had lived through it. It was almost like Deja vu, since in the 1970s and 1980s, Sweden would conduct regular fruitless searches for foreign (aka Russian) submarines. It would be the same outcome this time. The mysterious submarine that so many had seen in the Baltic Sea was never discovered. If it was indeed there, the reason will never be known, either.


7.  Bermeja Island
In the 1970s, Bermeja Island served as a marker for Mexico to set its 200-nautical-mile economic zone. Just about 20 years later, the island disappeared without a trace. Along with the island went important documents containing a treaty regarding major oil reserves within the island’s region. The disappearance of these documents immediately gave rise to conspiracy theories that the CIA had something to do with the vanishing island, ensuring that the US would get the oil. The main theory has it that the CIA actually blew up the island in order to expand the US’s economic zone.
The island is mentioned in a 1998 book about Mexican islands, disregarding the fact that a fishing expedition party already reported that they were unable to locate it the previous year. Bermeja Island was found on historical maps between 1535 and 1775, after which it also mysteriously seemed to vanish from any geographical records, right up until 1857, when a US map once again included it. The timelines vary according to different sources, with some saying that the Mexican government actually went looking for the island in 1997 but were unable to locate it.
Further research in 2009 also didn’t turn up any missing islands, stirring further confusion as to whether the island ever actually existed. The mystery of Bermeja Island seems likely to remain for a while.


6.  Gulf of Alaska Whale Deaths
In 2015, 30 whales stranded themselves on Alaskan shores. The majority died within the Kodiak archipelago. Upon investigation, experts found that all of the whales except for one were fin whales. While toxic algae seemed to be the logical reason for the deaths of these mammals at first, scientists soon realized that it could not be the case, since no other species turned up dead on any of the beaches. A few months earlier a mass die-off of common murres also occurred along the shores of Alaska, but scientists aren’t certain that the birds and the whales died of the same cause.
Considering that there may have been more dead whales out there, reached first by scavengers or floating out of reach in the ocean, the fact that the mystery of the mass whale death (up to three times the average) remains unsolved is quite disturbing. The ongoing investigation is focusing on nine fin whale carcasses floating near Kodiak Island.
Experts believe that all the whales died at the same time. Tests for the ingestion of toxic matter have been done on one of them so far, and a full-fledged investigation could possibly take years to complete. Even such an undertaking might yield no answers as to what may have caused the death of these whales.


5.  Gulf of Mexico Shipwreck

In 2001, ExxonMobil got a lot more than they bargained for when they laid an oil pipeline in the Gulf of Mexico. While busy with the construction of the pipe, they struck a 200-year-old shipwreck lying forgotten about 800 meters (2,600 ft) under the surface. Immediately, marine archaeologists took the opportunity to explore the wreck by using the latest technology available at the time.
Brett A. Phaneuf, a scientist from Texas who put the expedition together, had expected to finish the investigation by 2002, but what came to be known as “the curse of the wreck” seemed to throw more than just a spanner into the works. Twice, he and his team of experts tried to extract artifacts from the ship without any luck.
On his third attempt to bring up something from the ship using a robotic submarine, things once again went wrong. Not even 30 minutes into the water, the sub’s hydraulic system gave in, as did the electronics monitoring the sub. After these problems were sorted out over the next two hours, the submarine safely reached the wreck, and Phaneuf immediately noticed a piece of wood stuck awkwardly at the bottom.
But before he and his crew could investigate, the sonar failed, as did the camera’s ability to zoom in on objects. Not wanting to give up, the operators of the sub tried to use the robotic arm to pull a sheet of copper off the ship’s hull, as this might have indicated whether the ship was indeed built in the early 1800s, when the British Navy started nailing copper plates to their warships to protect them from insects. Phaneuf thought that the signature mark or name of the coppersmith who provided the copper might be visible on it. The submarine arm had the sheet firmly in its grip as it backed away, but then the sheet tore, leaving only a small piece stuck in the claw.
The next efforts to obtain a piece of the ship or its artifacts saw a new robot submarine getting lost in the water after veering out of control. Then, the robotic arm of the next one was too short to reach anything from the ship. Another time, a robot sub managed to grab the stern post of the ship when its hydraulics failed, and the stern post was lost.
Many more mishaps continued to occur, leading some to believe that the wreck was indeed cursed, and the ghosts of those who may have perished aboard the ship did not want to be disturbed. The shipwreck and its “treasures” therefore remain a mystery.


4.   SS Edmund Fitzgerald


Lake Superior is so big that it behaves like an inland sea, including nasty storms. In November 1975, a massive storm battered the lake just as the gigantic ore carrier SS Edmund Fitzgerald departed for Detroit. By the next morning, the Fitzgerald and another carrier, the Arthur M. Anderson, had altered their routes to a more northerly direction as their captains tried to shield the ships and crew from the increasingly strong gales.
Captain Ernest McSorley, in charge of the Fitzgerald, knew that this was no regular storm, and he reported to the Coast Guard that his ship was in peril, taking on huge waves and listing to the side. McSorley decided to try to make it to Whitefish Bay to get the Fitzgerald out of harm’s way. Unfortunately, about an hour after the captain made his intentions known over the radio, the ship disappeared from radar. There had been no call for assistance before the communication blackout.
The Anderson made it to Whitefish Bay in one piece, but its captain, Bernie Cooper, heroically decided to head back out into the awful storm to search for the crew of the Fitzgerald. They only turned up two battered lifeboats and a single life jacket floating in the rough water.
Just a week later, a sonar ship searching for the Fitzgerald found its wreck lying more than 150 meters (500 ft) under the water, its taconite pellets scattered on the lake floor. The carrier was torn apart. However, not one body was ever recovered from the shipwreck. Even though it is fairly certain that the storm was the main factor in the ship’s fate, it remains a mystery to this day exactly what caused the ship to finally go down and perhaps more importantly where the remains of its crew members lie.
The mystery remains after 40 years, as do the superstitions. Freight ships watch the weather report with an eagle eye and will not start on any journey should a storm be forecast for the area.



3.    The Patanela


In October 1988, Michael Calvin and his friend John Blissett set out to sea on a luxury schooner called the Patanela. The two crewmen had started off from Fremantle, Australia, on their way to the Whitsundays. From there, they continued on to Port Lincoln, where Calvin mailed a letter to his twin sister, in which he wrote of the good time he was having and how good the weather at sea was.
Calvin and Blissett were also planning to start their own charter business after they had been home for the Christmas holidays, since they had been given permission to use the Patanela for that very purpose. The two young men were very excited as they continued on their journey to Arlie Beach. Calvin also mentioned to his sister that he and Blissett decided to put a message in a bottle stating that whoever found it would be entitled to a free holiday onboard the luxury boat.
Tragically, Calvin and Blissett’s dreams were never to be realized, as a few weeks after Michael Calvin posted the happy letter to his sister, the Patanela disappeared off the coast of Sydney. Michael Calvin and John Blissett were never seen or heard from again.
On New Year’s Eve 2007, Sheryl Waideman, her husband, and her brother set off to the beach near Eucla to ring in the new year with swimming and beachcombing. Waideman was strolling along the beach looking for “treasure” when she saw a bottle stuck upside-down in the sand. Seeing that there was a note with writing on it inside the bottle, Waideman took it back home with her and found the following written on it:
Hi there. Out here in the lonely Southern Ocean and thought we would give away a free holiday in the Whitsunday Islands in north Queensland, Australia. Our ship is travelling from Fremantle, Western Aust, to Queensland to work as a charter vessel.
The note included John Blissett’s telephone number as well as the Patanela’s position in the ocean at the time. It indicated that foul play could be ruled out as a possible cause for the boat’s disappearance, but the mystery of what exactly happened out at sea in 1988 remains.




2.   John Halford
In 2011, 63-year-old John Halford ran his own successful business and was about to celebrate his 25th wedding anniversary with his wife, Ruth, with whom he shared three beautiful children. Halford was on top of the world, but he still had a dream that he wanted to fulfill before retiring—to go on a cruise. His dream came true that same year when he set off on a seven-day Thomson’s cruise on March 31.
Halford seemingly had the time of his life on the cruise liner, judging by the texts he sent his wife. Near midnight on the last evening of the cruise, John Halford was enjoying cocktails at the ship’s bar as the ship neared its final destination. He had sent his wife a text earlier with his flight details so that she could pick him up from the airport.
Ruth, who had missed her husband very much during his well-deserved break, couldn’t wait to go to the airport and meet him. Before she could leave, however, she received a call from the cruise company to inform her that John would not be at the airport, as he had gone missing from the ship at some point between midnight and 7:00 AM the next morning, when all the other passengers disembarked.
John Halford was never seen again. His wife and children fear that he went over the railing of the cruise liner, although the Thomson’s company strongly denied that this would be possible. Tragically, Halford is just one of more than 150 people who’ve mysteriously disappeared on cruise ships since the turn of the new millennium.



1. Aegean Sea Ruins
Toward the end of 2014, remnants of an ancient civilization, previously thought to be simply the remains of docks, were found just off the Greek island of Delos. The Greek media pounced on the news of the discovery, aptly named the “underwater Pompeii.” The discovery, which included the remains of a pottery workshop, terracotta pots, and a kiln, was made on the coast of Delos. This puzzled experts, as previous similar discoveries were all made near ports.
During their excavation of the site, archaeologists also found multiple large rocks set out in front of the pottery workshop and the ruins of other buildings. Many of the structures found remain unidentified, adding to the bigger mystery of how and why the ancient city ended up under the sea to begin with.

The workshop resembles similar ones found previously in Herculaneum and Pompeii. Archaeologists are continuing their research in relation to this latest discovery, as they are expecting it to bring to light more details of the history of Delos Island, which was abandoned in the sixth century AD and today is protected as a UNESCO World Heritage Site.


Short Mystery Novel: The Two Girls

The Two Girls
STORY OF MYSTERY


By Rich Puckett
Born 1954, M, from St Louis Mo, United States
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“Just a spoon full of sugar helps the medicine go down, the medicine go down…” Kay turned over eyes not wanting to open as she heard the sound of the Mary Poppins’s DVD playing. She didn’t want to get up out of bed, why did she have two girls in the first place? Pat was five and Kim was only three, cute as could be both with blond hair and blue eyes. Kay knew who the daddy for Pat was, he had been the only real love of her life, trouble was he didn’t love Kay, when he found out she was going to have a baby he hit the door running leaving a 16 year old girl behind.

Joe had been so handsome and sure he was older, 36, but what is age when you’re in love. He had done all the right things, he would bring little presents to each date, even her Poppa had like him, he had a good job and knew how to talk about the kinds of stuff Poppa liked to talk about. A lot of folks were against her loving him, said he was too old and he should have gone to jail. Kay didn’t care, his blond hair, deep, deep dark blue eyes, and a smile that was a bit crooked. He had met her at the Burger King where she worked. Momma had died when Kay was only 8 and so now she didn’t mind working because if she didn’t work late, then Poppa would come in her room and stand in the door watching her get ready for bed, even with her working late he would often crawl into bed with her naked. Kay guessed he didn’t do nothing all that bad, but he would always be naked, and spoon up against her, his thingy would be hard and sometimes he would rub up and down on her till that white mess was all over her butt and then she would have to get up and change panties. He never did more, and Kay guessed that if he had of she would have given in, she loved her Poppa even if she didn’t like that part of it, and felt sorry for him.

When Joe came in one night and flirted with her by telling her she was the prettiest girl in the whole county, she guessed it was how he said it, but she believed him. He would come in stand at the counter drink a coke and talk to her like she was 20 or something. Then one night when she went to walk home he offered her a ride. After that he was there every night and after a month she had her first real sex, well she thought it was making love. Six months later she learned why she should have been on birth control or made him use one of those rubber things. Poppa didn’t seem to mind that she was going to have his first grand baby, and she guessed she could have gone on living at home as long as she wanted, so long as she let poppa rub his thing on her butt. Kay didn’t want to live like that, so with a baby coming she was able to get a small check and kept working at Burger King, she had enough money to get a small grimy trailer.

She was promoted at 18 to assistant manager, and thought life was getting good. Once or twice a week she would get together with some of her co-workers and go for a drink or two, well ok who was counting at the R & R Bar out on the highway. The old lady who lived across from her would watch Pat. Some nights she would bring some cute guy home; after all she was a woman and had needs. She would ride the ole boy like Indian on a wild mustang then sends him on his way. That life had seemed good until at 19 she was PG again. The pill didn’t work or the rubber thing, she had been so drunk she didn’t even know his name.

So here Kay was at the age of 21 waking up to two little girls driving her nuts with Mary Poppins’s. Just as she thought she might roll over and go back to sleep she felt Kim jump up on the bed, “wake up Momma I’m hungry, Momma get up.” Rolling out of bed the thought hit her, looking down at her three year old, I have screwed my life up, what if I didn’t have these two demanding kids. Just last week Larry, the guy who worked at the hardware store, had asked her on a date, after all she was still good looking, with a decent body, but when she said sure if she could find a baby sitter. Larry said, “oh hold on now, I didn’t know you had a kid” she said, “no two, kids”, Larry said, “Forget I asked.” She went back to check on his burger and when no one was looking she spit on it. Not that he would ever know, but sure made her feel better.

Kay realized as she prepared bowls of cold cereal for the girls that she had thought more and more lately about what life would be if it were just her.

She could go dancing, have guys again, maybe even find one that would fall in love with her. She would not have to spend all her money on kid’s clothes and doctors, and then be woke up early by some stupid movie. Then she felt guilty and hugged the girls and said, if you’re really good we can go walk to the park and maybe stop in at Patties, the ice cream shop and get an ice cream cone.

As the next few weeks went by Kay found her self-thinking more and more about Larry and his breaking the ideal of a date. She saw the other girls getting in the cars of boyfriends and she wanted that too. Even fat Patty as everyone called her behind her back had a man and was going to get married. She could give the girls up for adoption, but no then no one would want her, calling her the bad mom.

Then the night came watching Nancy Grace talking about the little girl whose mom had killed her. She understood that mom, least she thought she did and the more she listened she heard the mistakes that were made to get away with it. Kay found herself that night not being able to sleep thinking about how she would do it different and get away with it. No way would she of been so stupid, but then she rolled over knowing she wouldn’t do anything to hurt her girls.

A month went by, each night now as she would lie in bed Kay came up with different ideas on how to get rid of the girls. How to get her life back, how to get a man, too live happy, because one thing Kay knew she was anything but happy.

It was a nice Sunday afternoon and the girls were driving her nuts, the phone kept ringing with people wanting to collect money she didn’t have. She decided to get away; she loaded the girls into her old rusted Ford and drove out to one of the States Forests areas. Kay and the girls started out walking together up a path through the woods, then the girls ran ahead of her. It hit her, the girls were nowhere in sight, now was the time to do it, if she was going to ever do it.

She turned around and ran toward the car. She was so happy and light she smiled, no one could blame her for falling asleep on the grass and the girls disappearing. She would drive to the nearest phone, because she couldn’t afford a cell phone, so a pay phone would be miles away. She would call the cops, time they got there and she took them to the wrong place to start the search, it was going to get below freezing too night and not a chance in a million they would find the girls. When they did it would be all over, she would be the grieving mother, people would donate money to her, maybe enough to move away and start all over, and she could go back to dating and parties, oh yes life was coming back her way.

Kay climbed in her car, started the engine, looking back through the windshield down the path, no the girls were nowhere to be seen. She was all but ready to put the car in gear when she noticed something tucked under her wiper blade. She opened the door, pulling it out from under the wiper glancing down it was a tract. You know one of those with a picture of Jesus on the front. Under that it said, Stop, think about what you’re doing, he loved you and died for you, are you willing to throw that away. Kay wadded the paper up and tossed it on the floorboard, there it landed on Pat’s little pink purse, next to the purse was Kim’s doll, Zipper.

Tears filled Kay’s eyes, she jumped out of the car forgetting to turn off the engine, who cared? She ran with all she had in her screaming the girls names, as she ran she said a pray for the first time in her life, Oh God I’m so sorry, please let me find them ok and I promise to do whatever you want of me. She said it over and over in her head, she fell down, cut her hands and knees, got up and ran more, her hair was matted to her head, tears streamed down her face, she came around a bend and sitting right in the middle of the path, were the girls. Momma you sure are slow, are you getting old?

By the time they got back to the car, there was barely enough gas to get them home. Kay had changed, she laughed, she talked to the girls, and that was something she had not really done in forever. Over the next week she found that the girls liked her reading to them, liked lying in bed with her, tickling and telling bed time stories. Kay found out something else, she could enjoy the life she had while enjoying her girls too. The next week they went to the little Pentecost church down the road. People were so nice to them and it felt good.

It took a month but Kay made her way to the altar, she prayed, she felt God fill her heart up with something, she couldn’t explain but it was very good. Donald, her Sunday school teacher was single and he asked her out. Donald loved playing with the girls and never tried to do more then hold and kiss her.

Five years later: Kay and Donald had gotten married after a year, Kay didn’t work at Burger Kind anymore but stayed home and took care of the house and her family. Money was still tight, but Kay knew money wasn’t what you need that made happy now. She didn’t even want to go out and get drunk, she didn’t mind that Donald was sometimes too tired to meet her woman’s need, because he always found a way to hold her and kiss her, so she knew she was loved. Pat is now ten, smart as a whip, Kim is eight and to big for dolls, and Kay is writing a book to try and help other moms not make the mistake she almost made. Sunday comes and the first row in the church has Donald, Kay, Pat and Kim and Grandpa, who comes every Sunday and is flirting a lot with fat Patties Momma.


~Fin